среда, 15 октября 2008 г.

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Uuuuugh.
Today I hung out downtown with my friend, Rob and he wouldnapos;t stop talking about his ex and how sheapos;s ignoring him and not returning his calls and texts and I just got so depressed, because weapos;ve been seeing each other since they broke up. We went into McDonalds [where i work] cause he wanted food and I ended up getting a snack wrap and double cheeseburger. Of course the guilt kicked in immediately and it became even worse soon thereafter. Rob had some pictures developed and all the ones he took of me were absolutely hideous. I looked soooooo fat and my skin looked terrible. I almost cried looking at them, even though he promised to shred them when he got home. I came home and as soon as I checked that my roommate wasnapos;t home I went to the bathroom and purged as much as I could. Only a little came out, and I still feel bloated and disgusting. I just wish this would go away. Why do I have to be such a blimp. I donapos;t feel like Iapos;m even good enough to be seen in public with him cause heapos;s so adorable and cultured and smart and Iapos;m just...fat. And to top it off my ex wants to go to wendyapos;s later on to eat and I just donapos;t know if I can handle eating anything else today. Iapos;m a wreck. Hope you all are having better days than me. If you wanna talk add me to msn - misearbile.visu@gmail.com

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